有时候真的觉得自己好累，

不喜欢受人束缚，

更不喜欢被强逼做不想做的事。=(

我不怀念过去的我，只想成为更优秀的我。

Is still searching the momentum, will and power.......
         Wish me luck!!! =)

Holiday Routines

 First routine
My first attempt to make multilayer of sandwishes and salad. Instead, this time was special as the sandwishes was hard work between piggy & me. Well, the whole process took us longer time than we had expected. Apparently, we mess up the kitchen. hehe..  Joyfully, the sandwishes tastes mouth-watering. Thumbs up for us!! Hooray!!

we shop for the ingreedients that morning.

ewe! =(  (the shape looked weird)

this was the end product after we slice and fried them.

multilayer sandwishes!! =)  

yummy !!! =D

Second routine

Of course, we did not miss those movies after suffering examinations and tiring school days.

 An horrible and bloody movie. Luckily,

it did not bring any nightmare to me. =)

 A must-watch and strongy recommended movie! 

Their dances was just as excellent as those in

' so you think you can dance'......

Third routine

Clean up my study room, file up a vast amount of my tuition notes as well as school notes.

hmm.. this instill mood and motivation in me to study hard in a condusive environment.

Forth routine

The malay saying goes ' badan sihat, otak cerdas'. Hmm, We enjoyed ourselves much in exercise- badminton, jogging and last but not least aerobic, which was my favourite. There was another reason lied behind it, I desire to burn up more calories in body. =P

A new template, a new chapter of life begins.

=)  =D  =(  =C  ='(

Time waits for no man

Well, my life was packed with schedule recently.  Loads of  homework and assignments are always waiting there for  me. I have been a few days din switch on pc and up-to-date with the news feed in facebook.

After listening to one's advice, I started to realise that the saying ' Time is of essence' is totally true. I began to slow down my pace these few days. What happen to me?  =(  This was not the thing that I want. I wish I can always try my best from time to time.

Sometimes, I feel kinda regret towards my silly actions. Thank to him, he is the one who always be there to remind us what should be done and what should-not-be.  That day onwards, I keep reminding me & encouraging me to be better and better, finally be the best one of me. I want to compete with myself but not others. That's the only thing that I can do - for my bright future. Though there lies circumstances ahead of me, I am always telling  myself,   " I will never try to give up-NEVER ! "  =)

我 VS 雨

雨，可是我的敌人。 无论用什么方式，我都斗不过它。参与昨日的学校越野赛跑后，就感到不适，结果感冒了。 我，讨厌生病。它，使我痛不欲生，好想与药物断绝关系。做任何事都无法聚精会神。   我不知不觉浪费了几包纸巾。 ='C

偶尔生小病是个挺好的事儿，它提醒你身体和生命的存在。身体的痛苦是最个人的体验，即使最亲近的人也无法替你分担，只能昏昏沉沉的独自享受。病痛消退的过程，就像春天的来临，总是在一觉醒来之后发生的。

永远都有做不完的功课，

读不完的书，

解决不了的问题。

逃避，

  并不是解决问题的良方。

也许，是坦白..............

闷

沉思了许久，

                     还是不知如何是好。

Too sudden

First pre-U monthly test is just around the corner,

that is next week.

Damn, I was not fully make my preparations

for all those subjects especially Bio.

There are so many terms need to remember vividly

Plus, there exists a huge gap between f5 and f6.

Hard work & determination are needed from time to time.

well, I guess my tiny brain will burst one day. =P

Hmm.. What to do?

I am begging a person now for not punishing me.

But of course I will try my best as I could.

Please give me one more chance kay?

I will probably strive hard for my end-of-year examinations.

I know you are there,

looking at the every sentences. =D

无 奈

人总面对最脆弱的时刻，

哭，也许

          

解脱一个人心里的柔弱。

她，

只是想单纯而又简单地活着，

却不想原来这样的生活也是一种煎熬。

我 回来了

突然好怀念这里，好想把所知一切的一切都投进它的怀里。

从他们口中得知，听了心里都感到心酸。对他们而言，这必定不好受，需一股的毅力来面对事实。原来，事实就是那么的残酷，那么的无情，总是夺走了他们的笑容，替他们增加了重重的负担。

强颜欢笑的他们，爱莫能助的我，永远不能把逆境变成顺境。

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她，是我欣赏的人。
她，是个伟人。
她，总是任劳任怨。
她，从没埋怨过。
我，想把她当成我的偶像学习。

虽然有时候固执的我，老是爱和她作对，并没拥有那股勇气承认我的错误。
我， 想说 ‘对不起’...........

I care about you(s)

Recently, few of my buddies are in sad mood

or should say being emo..

Apparently, I could not do anything in order

to help, to soothe, to cheer up you guys.

Pray hard that everything will be fine soon.

Please come back, the actual of you all.

God bless and take care! =)

O.U.R Farewell

SOHAI (s)

Distance shall never separate us

nor lapse of time

can lessen our friendship.

Just like the kite,

held us strong at both side,

tie our friendship bond with its full magnitude,

together, forever.

by J & J

11:58

A NEW ME WAS BORN...

I GUESS...

IT WAS A SAD NEWS.... ='(

My sweet 18

UNFORGETTABLE?

MEMORABLE?

LOL... =D

Had my early birthday celebration with fellow buddies at Queensbay on 24th April. Obviously, the celebration this year was totally different and special compared to previous year. hmm.. let's intro our VIP during the day. A big applaus to them!! cheers..

NO.1

Miss Yeoh

NO.2

Miss Lee

NO.3

Miss Pung

NO.4

Miss Tan

We had our lunch at OXO. erm.. I like the atmosphere and interior design there. A nice and suitable place to recommend to you guys.  

Is it grand?

hmm.. thumbs up for the salad!  yummy..

Straight to the summary, we just did some window shopping and snap pictures.

first shot of LULU, DUDU & BUBU

I just wanna to say....

Special thanks to my family, my relatives,

my friends and not least my special one 

 for their birthday wishes and gifts.

IT's so great and just perfect!

Truly appreciate those around me.

&

Truly appreciate my life,

I will find I will have more than it.

You guys' presence were dearly missed.

It would not be so much fun without you guys.

All happen vividly clear in my mind.

And could feel it deep in my heart.

This is the unique gifts that I had ever got!

26.04.2010.. I had a fantastic night with you~

A hearty thanks again..

Unforgettable experience

Wake up early in this morning, get ready myself as quick as possible. LoL.. Fear started to engulf me. My two tooth were extracted this morning as I was going to put on braces soon. Luckily, my heart just beat out a soft rythm when the process was carried on. At the same time, I could hear the songs by Backstreet Boys played in the room. And it indeed helped me to relax myself.  Without my expectation, the 'operation' just took about 15 mins or 20 mins. Honestly, I did not feel pain at all. However, after a couple minutes, my face turned as pale as a white sheet and almost fainted while on our way back to the car park. So I had to take a short rest lay on the sofa there. Aiks, no pain no gain right?   ='(    ------>    =)

Miss there terribly.. LOL

Have you ever fell in deep love with a place?

Have you ever wish to stay there permanently?

Have you ever found out a place where you feel totally relaxed?

Ok... I have not been there for almost half a year.

There's one of my dating place with my friends. xP

We do our revisions, discuss and chat around.

Sometimes I like to curl myself  up in the armchair.

Well, the atmosphere is very cheerful.

Walk For Sight

The title clearly says it. It was my first participation in this charity walk.

Hmm.. I found the event meaningful as we could grab the opportunity to experience blindness as well as it encourage us to more value our sight. The activity went on which the sighted person will lead another who was blindfolded on a walk. Well, Miss Yeoh, Miss Lee and Miss Ung we three walked in a group. We absolutely had fun along this 3.8 km walk.

I guess the whole walk just took us within one hour.

Dang Dang Dang.... Every participant watched out for this moment--> Lucky Draw!
Well, all total had 114 prizes as the event held on 11th April. Lucky me, I win number 86 though it was just a small gift, a feminine wash. Arghh, nevermind then.

my lucky number..

Poor LKM, got nothing from that. She must be furious and disappointed ! =P

grrrr......

Please fully support WFS!

picture of the day....

Whatcha Say

Finally, the JPA interview that i attended yesterday was over. I heaved a sigh of relief.

" How's your interview?" they asked me.

" So so lo... no comment..," I replied.

I am in panel 3, first group and also got the number 1. So it  finished very soon.

The interviewers explained to us that the whole interview divided into three parts:

• Introduce yourself in malay (given 2 mins )
• Who is your role model in your life?..... * some sort like this*  (given 2 mins)
• Why do you think you deserve to get the scholarship? (given 1 min)

Good or Bad news?

hmm.. Next wednesday is a big day for me and is also a red letter day for one of my buddies. Guess what?

I will attend a JPA interview in Kepala Batas. I totally don't have any idea where the place is located. Anyway, my dad is going to figure out it soon.

err.. it's somewhere around here.. =D

Honestly, I hate it. What a complicated process. Have to photocopy and prepare all those documents, online take Ujian Khas, back to school to certify those stuffs, and get me a formal clothes as well.. blablabla....

Definitely I could feel butterflies in my tummy at that moment. haha.. Just hope everything will be fine and please do not sia sui myself there. Cross my fingers! wish me good luck. grins.. =)  *self-soothe*

Past Tense Part 2

In a blink of an eye, I was jobless around sixteen days.

Let's recall back my working environment.

Because of it, I had known these three cute little cartoons:

#  BLOSSOM  #

#  BUBBLES  #

#  BUTTERCUP  #

Because of it, I learnt to be more patient.

Because of it, I gained much experience and

derived some benefits.

Because of it,  I grab the chance to bully HER

or VICE VERSA. =P

Because of it, the idea of the name of miss cartoon

and miss PPG exists.  =D

Because of it, we pretty sure had sheer joy there.

muahahaha...

Last but not least.....

Because of it, I can show off one of my masterpieces here..

*jokes*  xP

Bye t0 My First Part Time Job

Something funny happened yesterday morning. Guess what?

As usual, my dad fetch me work early in the morning. Actually yesterday was the day that I quit my job there. My permanent aunty nearly jumped out of her skin when she saw me there, hmm.. can imagine?  (her expression, her look ) she thought that I worked till Monday only. No doubt. I had to call my mum fetch me home again. What I regret about was I still not yet say goodbye to my lovely PPG products, my colleagues plus I  had not completed my work yet. Arghh, felt like I was irresponsible at all.

Nevermind. Time flies. I spent around my 70 days there. Frankly, I had a sheer joy, gained much experience, and most of all I knew some good friends include those aunties. Hey, I missed out something. The days that I, Miss PPG worked together with Miss Cartoon, we indeed spent a marvellous time- idled and chattered around, did some nonsense as well as we had break time together.

Alright, now switch to my supervisors and the manager. err.. They treated us very good than to the permanent promoters. I had never expected it happen before. The day after the spm results was released, supervisors and my colleagues them came and asked me, plus they congrates me for doing well. Whoa, the news spread as quick as lightning. The whole floor knew it. Well, at that moment, warmness surround me and I could felt their sincerity.

I appreciate all those memories there. hmm. sweet & bitter. Photos would be uploaded soon.

Goodbye to my badge. Gonna return it later.. =(

My words

Yesterday was my daddy day off due to some reasons.. so he fetch me, with my mummy and my little brother to my school to get spm results.. poor dear.. we had to make my brother awakened early in the morning as we feared that he would miss his school bus. As a results, he came along with us with his uniform.

I  could not believe it. Along the way, my heart just beat out a 'soft' rhythm. But when the prefects were gonna distribute the results to our f5 candidates, my breathing grew fast. Some of them very emotional- they screamed through the aiR whereas some shed their tears, perhaps they were over joy or upset when they received their results.

What I wanna trying to say is--  I was very very satisfied with my unexpected results. I could see through my eyes, my both parents were indeed proud of my good job. At least this was one of the way to show my love to them.  A big thank you to them for sponsoring me to have tuition outside, plus fetch me here and there and whatsoever. Well, I know you both were tired sometimes. haha. I just found out it was easier to convey my words in blogging than to speak it out. Hey, don't weep after reading this post. But who cares, maybe weep of joy? yea.. definitely..  T_T

Congratulations to those who passed spm with flying colours.
cheers  =)

hmm.. our yesterday plan was changed totally. My old classmate and I, together with our own mum dropped by his aunt's house and sought some advice on our study's pathway. Surely she had so much experience, was a teacher in XXX  and her husband was a principal in XXX.. After we interacted for almost 3 hours, I derived many benifits from them. Currently, I have a clearer picture about my futher studies. A second big thank you to you both too - my personal counselor. =D   *jokes*

A third thank you to those include my relatives as well as my friends who call up and congrates me. I really appreciate all of  them.



I would like to end up this post with a saying :
NO PAIN NO GAIN

Time's up

off to get my spm results after an hour..

Let's see what will happen next..

errr...

Pretty sure many ph0ne calls t0day..

Completely In A Dilemma

Recently,

There were several questions kept flooding my mind.

I could not take any action myself.

What to do?

Ahead of me was blocked by several factors.

ERM.. it seemed like I have to consider them very thoroughly.

Would it bring bad effect on me or I should say--

Would I feel regret on my decision?

How I wish I could never come across that kind of problem..

And get myself into trouble.

No doubt. I have to face it bravely, searching for the solutions.

THERE'S NO ESCAPE

Lonely Streets Came Alive

Surprisingly, my dad suggested that he wanted to bring us to participate the annual CNY Cultural & Heritage Celebration on the 20th Feb. As a penangite for almost 18 years, it was my first time taking part in these such grand activities.

Apparently, it took us some time to find a parking area. However, we still had to walk quite a long distance to our destination. The event started at 3pm until the midnight at the inner city heritage enclave. The activities took place at nine different streets which I could say that--- some of the streets I had never travelled before.

Hmm.. firstly, we visited Penang Islamic Museum and it was free admission. OF course, I snapped some pictures there.

When darkness beginning to descend, every streets were slowly thronged with crowds ( holiday-makers, foreign visitors, local people....). Arghh.. I was suffocated and kept sweating. It was believed that over 100,000 participants turned up for the street party. Armed with a free guide booklet, we walked around the streets.

I was pretty fascinated with the decorations there. Strings of bright red lanterns had been put up while the grey structures and historical buildings or whatsoever were adorned with an eye-catching designs. IT seemed like the old old streets already came alive with excitement and sounds.

DANG DANG DANG.. Highlight of the day:
The arrival of the Chief Minister of Penang Lim Guan Eng. For sure we met him that day. Well, he was my dad's idol. Come on, Thumbs up & Claps hands to him!!! He indeed had done his great job. Fully support you , MR.Lim! FOR OUR CITIZENS, FOR OUR COUNTRY & FOR OUR FUTURE!

The revelries went on all night. Around 9 something, we went nearby for our dinner and we then went back home.

Souvenirs from the party

Comment of the day:
I was impressed with the costly cultural extravaganza as well as the historical sites.